Why banks don't do diversity
I've just graduated from the London School of Economics (LSE) with the intention of working in an investment bank. Despite several final-round interviews, strong academics and a summer internship, I haven't got an offer.
Why do I want to be a banker? It's a kind of 'Hollywood story'. I went to a state school that involved travelling two hours each way out of my borough and got three As at A level and Bs at AS level. At year 10, I got taken on a 'gifted and talented' event; the aim was to convince people like me that going to uni and being academic might be a good thing. At the time, I didn't know what a bank was - let alone an investment bank. That event inspired me to go to LSE and once I was there I was shown the City and the top IBs - JPMorgan, Citi, Goldman etc. I got hooked and couldn't believe that anyone could earn this sort of money legitimately. I saw it as my way to dig myself and my family out of poverty. I fell in love with the dream - i.e hard working, entrepreneurs, meritocracy etc. etc.
I decided I wanted to get into trading and did an internship at a fixed-income trading desk - no graduate offer though. During my final year I applied for various other graduate roles. Out of the 11 banks I applied to I got five final-round interviews and three initial interviews which I couldn't push further. But no job.
I understand the competition and I understand there are top grads out there. I also understand that I am not a superstar candidate i.e. I am not that good that I could walk through the application process and get six or seven offers. For example, my numerical test scores might not have a wow factor, or I might not be the best at the technical jargon etc. However, feedback suggests nothing significant let me down - except one place where the numeric test did get me. Fair play.
I was so mad at not making the cut and so unwilling to listen to the bland excuses coming out of HR, that I got in contact with a vice president and senior head of desk at two of the places which gave me final-round interviews. Both came out with what amounted to the same thing: I was just too different (one called it the 'flamboyant shirt theory'). I was a proper 'ghetto kid' desperately trying to make it. HR might talk up diversity, but the final top men in the firm who actually do the hiring think one thing: "Why take this risk?"
I think my rejection is mainly to do with the culture and 'class thing.' I'm an entrepreneur and earn money through various small businesses. I was aware going in that this might harm me - so played it down, but maybe this was a concern. I also day trade and told interviewers this - maybe that was trying too hard?
What's my next move? I don't have one, to be honest. I could do what's known at LSE as 'Doing a Harrison': paying a guy called Peter Harrison 7k to get into the 'dream'. But seeing as that figure amounts to around 70% of my entire family's current income, it's not gonna happen.
For the moment, I guess I'll try temping and be bitter and twisted and full of self pity. I could just re-apply, but I'm so down on the whole thing I don't have much more to give right now. That's not to say I'm giving up - I'm just taking a step back before trying again.
So if anyone out there is going for this 'dream' just remember - keep going, and never give up. It's easy to settle and go with the flow, its hard to be great. And that's that - it's that brutally simple and clinical.
A quote to end with: "Know what you want and all the universe conspires to help you achieve it." Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist.